I have to say, even tho ive had my pandora for awhile. It has trully become my lover. When ever i want to just say, Screw it to the world, or kick back with the rat pack, or hear whatever my T. A. T. U. station plays, or just wanna sing some Disney songs like im a kid…It has it all. I have recently learned tha ti can shuffle all my stations and its just like always amazed that it can play all my emotions out in 10 min. It always cracks me up how it can go from, “Gives you Hell,” “All the things she said,” “Fly me to the Moon” to “A whole new world.” Its so diverse and yet i feel like every part of me is in it. So now anytime im on my computer thats the first website i go on, then i thought while im on i might as well say something to yall, lol. I had to finish up a project, then im going to look into some colleges. I had a good conversation with my grandmom and she told me that she may not like the idea of me being far away, but this is my life and if im supposed to be out of state then i need to do it and not let my dad or mom tell me where i have to go. So im looking into maybe Louisiana, ive always dreamed of one day living there and it never occurred to me that i could go to college there. So wish me luck! Hope yall guys had a good day and if i dont make another post before the weekend i want yall to have a good one of those too. lol.
I burnt my arm today, hurts like mess. Its weird yo think as much as I’m in pain its not even close to thee pain of loosing a friend.
My communications class was so much fun today, me,the girl that sits next to me, and one of the rly quiet guys that I can get to talk to me sometimes, we walked across campass asking people questions about slang. I impressed myself that I was the main one talking. Typically I’m the shy one that says nothing…I suppose the good/bad thing about college is the fact that it changes people.
In my english class I have a friend in there, its so much fun having Kristin in my class. In the beginning of february she’s like, “Brooke, I know u wanna buy me flowers for Vday” well I couldn’t buy the flowers but I had a Duct tape flower on a pen…I was planning on giving it to her today bc I only c her on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. She didn’t come to class today 😦 so I will give it to her Friday.
Ok so two Thursdays ago was my first exam. It was my gym one, literally 25 questions ans 2 bonus questions. I got a 97 on it. Then all of last week was exam week so I didn’t have to go to class unless its your exam. So I had Monday off. Tuesday I had my english, Wednesday was reading and Thursday was my computer. I know I passed my reading and english but I have no idea how well I did on my computers and I think even if I id make an A I think I failed it. But on the bright side my next semester I’m taking my first psycology class and I’m taking a math!! I’m an odd person that loves and missed math. School doesn’t start til January the 7th,but I’m supposed to go tomarrow to get my parking pass.
Other than that nothing too interesting except I’ve been thinking a lot about where I want to transfer afterwords. The one place I trully want to go to I’m not sure if I should go. The place is called Trevecca Nazerine University. Its the place I’ve always dreamed about going, but their are a few problems. One the money, it can be quite expencive&their financial aid SUCKS!!!! Two its in Tenn. and I live in NC so if something bad happens I’m screwed. Also the teens in the church I go to are very active with the other Nazerine churches in NC, I’ve grown attached to some of the teens and I know if I go then I would hardly ever get to see any of them, which I hardly do now anyways. Along with the teens at my church. I told my friend I’ve been thinkin bout it, she almost started to cry saying I can’t leave her, that almost made me cry with her. Its like I want to go so bad but idt I have the heart to leave everybody. I know their comes a point in everybody’s life when they have to make a descision for them, for nobody else to make. But they are my people,and I love them. I know they will understand that it is for school and I am not leaving them for good. But I’m still not sure, so I’ve been going back and fourth….I finish getting my associates from my communitty college in bout a year and a half so I have some more time to think about it. I want to be happy and I want my decision to make other people happy, a preatty much impossible thing. But if I’m gonna wish, why not wish big right?
Other news item that ya’ll might find interesting. My dad gave me his sleeping machine Friday night wanting me to use it, Friday night was probably some of the best sleep I’ve ever had! Saturday I tried using it, turns out it does not work with out the lid to the humidifier. And so far tonight no success, its either making air blow out of my eye, leaking, or giving me a headach. I’m gonna try acouple of more times for it to work and if it doesn’t I will try a different mask.