Found my flash-drive! 🙂 it was in my jacket pocket, lol. How silly of me…so as soon as I get home tomorrow I have A TON of stuff to do,oh how fun!
Well, there is a first for everything i suppose, and somethings this week has NEVER happened nor i thought would have. Friday I babysat.my aunt that’s truly is the first time ive ever done that, She has been going through some personal issues and needed help so my stepmother, stepsister, my other aunt and myself went over. With the weather being bad class didnt even start til 10 soooo i may have played a little hookey for one class and it was for nobel cause, right? lol. Sunday i surprisingly went to my fathers church and i actually liked it i may even go back again. Monday class was canceled til 10 again, but i did go to my noon class, which im glad i did because we had a quiz that i forgot about..Yesterday i had a math quiz that i got an 82 on, not what id thought id get but its better than an F so im happy with that. Today just seemed sooooo crazy, feel behind…but hopefully between the rest of tonight and tomorrow ill feel better, especially about my test i have in psychology class.
Oh yeah before i forget Tuesday my father gave me new tires for my car, and so we were driving home and he tells me that there is a boy that he wants me to meet im just like WOW WHAT?!?! (This is the overly protective man that wouldnt let my sister go on a real date until she was 18 and a senior in high school) so for him to say there is a guy he likes that he wants me to meet is huge. He keeps ranting on how he likes this boy and he has been strugiling on telling me about the boy and he has been working with his dad for like 15 years and the guy has been working there. Then my dad gets really quiet and hes like…your not saying much and this conversation is awkward i dont like it. I feel like O.O really? Does he see me so desperate that hes actually looking for a guy for me? So if i ever meet him i will let you know, lol.
Then he asks me if there is something wrong. Im like, “No dad, is there something that should be wrong?” He was just like well i dont see you around the house anymore and im just wondering if its because you dont have a bed or if its something else. I felt kinda bad cause i guess i have been kindof avoiding my dads house, but its like either getting up at the crack of dawn to drive to school thats bout 30 min. away after a night sleeping on the floor v/s getting up at 7 from a nice warm bed thats bout 15 min away…you tell me which you’ll do.
So I was originally on the comp for hw but realized my flash-drive is MIA so i cant do anything…so im writing this up and then going to move my car for my mother, find some dinner, and crash. A neat thing tho, tomorrow night my mothers friend is gonna take me out to eat, craving Italian already 😛 lol.
So as for my “weekly post” I must say I loved my four day weekend and I’m so glad this week is almost over. Its already the 3rd week of school and I’m soo ready to be done. Tonight after church I called my younger friend that I talked about in an earlyer post this week. We talked for about an hour as she told me what’s been going on in her life. Then I talked to my best friend, this Saturday she might be getting her nose peirced…not sure yet but ill b happy to go along with her. Until next time, have a good rest of the week.
I was going through my flash-drive to save one of my papers on it when i stumbled on im not sure if this is a short story or a poem i wrote and forgot about last semester. i called it “Love” so there it is
And I tell you I love you, not because I think I might want to be with you til Christmas. Not because I think I wanna have your baby. And not because I think your good at making love. It is because Love is more than being in the shack with you, or that I can not stop thinking about you all the time. Its knowing your imperfections, accepting you as you truly are, and letting you know my imperfections and accepting me as I am. Our relationship is bounded by our trust and loyalty towards each other. Its letting me die before you have to if it ever came to that.
I have a friend that is younger than me that i sometimes text and talk to, try to be a good influence on her. Today i texted her and I asked her how she was doing and she said terrible, i asked why, she said the story is too long to text. i tell her ok, but if she needs somebody to talk to i am here. She then asks me if i knew what ticks her off, i said no what? She says she hates it when people on fb or in school say that they wish they never knew there father, just because they wont let them do whatever they want, because she never meet her father and she has always wanted to have him in her life even tho all she has ever heard about him was that he is some druggie and drunk waste of space. I cant tell her that i know how she feel cause i know and love my father, there have been times ive wanted to hate him, especially when he left my mom and then a month later started dating a women. All i can tell her is im sorry she feels that way and im here for her, wish i could tell her something more comforting…but Im a lucky one that didn’t have to deal with that kind of pain..
Ok, I’m just sooooo bored right now and I have the strongist craving for a milkshake. I would love to drive out right now and get one, they are just like so amazing. I would like one badly.
Ok so my grents in WV I call them maw-maw and paw-paw, I love them to death. Going up there its like a compleatly different world, my maw-maw is bout to be 74 and my paw-paw is gonna b 75 in July. I, for the most part have the upmost respect for them. There are some things I disgree with them bout, but that’s any other relationship a person has with another. I love seeing them and yet at the same time I almost hate it cause everytime I see them one of them is bound to talk to me about my weight. I know I’m bigger than I should be and I work at it, it almost seems its not enough for them. I know better than that, I just hate always having that talk.